Trying to be still
努力地保持内心平静
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
坚信爱人会将我救赎
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
坚信我能将局面扭转
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
坚信这些变动能改进我 督促我找到出路
Try to not be small
试着不要让自己微不足道
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
相信总有人未将我放弃
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
相信我能将局面改善
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
相信这些变化能使我不同 推动着我将自己救赎
Imma give it to you straight; No filter
我将它原封不动地送还 不加婉转
I could live a million lives, but it never killed her
我过着100种生活 但从没杀死内心的我
I was on the edge of dying, feeling unfulfilled
处于死亡边缘 从没得到满足
I could cry 'til I'm blind, lose my will to live
哭到奔溃 丧失了活下去的信念
Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place
从陌生的地方醒来 已不再去想 努力的意义
Look up to the sky asking, "Why?" with a blank face
茫然失措中 我仰天长啸 “ 这是为何 “
How the world went grey
世界为何如此灰暗
So they kept me in a nut house
他们将我关进疯人院
Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route
在人生的岔路口 我选择的那条路最难
Screamin' bloody murder, was afraid I'd never get out
惊慌大喊 害怕自己再也走不出这绝境
Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down
面对困难 放松了警惕
Clawing at the walls, reach the middle, then I fall down
努力着 克服着 然后一败涂地
Try to call for help, but I couldn't make the call now
试图呼救 却发不出声音
Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent
内心失控 发泄怒吼
When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent
这个世界逼迫着你 为了目的不择手段
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
我变得阴暗 扭曲 我亟需将我自己修复 但解药又在何方
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor
我不断地在犯错 世界天旋地转 我渐渐跌入深渊
Trying to be still
努力地保持内心平静
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
坚信爱人会将我救赎
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
坚信我能将局面扭转
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
坚信这些变动能改进我 督促我找到出路
Try to not be small
试着不要让自己微不足道
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
相信总有人未将我放弃
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
相信我能将局面改善
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
相信这些变化能使我不同 推动着我将自己救赎
Getting up in front of millions is a contrast
每每起床身边人都不同 何等讽刺
With the slime and grime, on my money, making hard pass
干着污秽的行当 拿着肮脏的钱 将自己过”活“
"Live fast, die young," was the motto
还是及时行乐吧
I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent, like I gotta
我脱掉我的衣裳 只为付那房租
All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove
这些花花公子用行动证明了
That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools
他们买了你丢失的 买了这些玩具
They was lookin' at the ***** with a price tag
他们看着你 如同看着价格标签
Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag
随意的吧 我只想要钱
Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it
褶皱的人生 才拿得了钱
Family won't talk to me, they wish that I was perfect
家人不和我说话 他们只希望我完美
Out on the street and I felt defeated
在街道上游荡 前所未有的挫败
I was livin' out my car, it was hardly heated
弃置了我小车 它很难再启动
Got scars on my heart and it's barely beatin'
心已伤痕累累 无力再跳动
Was a hell and I couldn't find the help I needed
活在地狱之中 又能向谁求救
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it, where's the cure?
我变得阴暗 扭曲 我亟需将我自己修复 但解药又在何方
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin', and I'm fallin' to the floor
我不断地在犯错 世界天旋地转 我渐渐跌入深渊
Trying to be still
努力地保持内心平静
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
坚信爱人会将我救赎
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
坚信我能将局面扭转
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
坚信这些变动能改进我 督促我找到出路
Try to not be small
试着不要让自己微不足道
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
相信总有人未将我放弃
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
相信我能将局面改善
Wanna believe that these changes are changing me, chasing me to find my way out
相信这些变化能使我不同 推动着我将自己救赎