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My double vision br>
我视线的重影 br>
Is only amplifying everything he isn't br>
只会放大他的一切不是 br>
Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listen br>
直至极度依恋与无聊至极的状况有所好转 但听好 br>
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition br>
这并非谁人过错 只怪我状况不妙 br>
And I've been thinking if I move out this year br>
我一直在思忖 若我今年搬出去 br>
I'll feel my parents slipping br>
父母离我而去的失落 将席卷而来 br>
Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment br>
而且我也担心那种承诺 br>
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing br>
有时我真觉得 自己错过了什么 br>
Oh I know spiraling is miserable br>
哦 我深知 陷入不幸漩涡 好似满载苦痛的怪圈 br>
I should probably go back home br>
我该踏上归家路 br>
Why does that feel difficult, difficult? br>
为何却深感举步维艰 寸步难行 br>
Oh I hope I wake up invisible br>
希望醒来 我能隐于无形 br>
I'd be someone no one knows br>
做个影子一般的人 br>
I guess I'm just difficult br>
我大抵是不合群罢 br>
To name this feeling br>
若要名状这感受 br>
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving br>
得花费无数光阴 某种悲伤弥漫四野 br>
But over what I never had, so I've been speaking br>
只为那从未有过的感受 故近来我和心理医生 br>
To my therapist, I call her every weekend br>
交流了一番 每周末都有给她打电话 br>
I meant to tell you br>
我本想告诉你 br>
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through br>
我极不愿面对分手的难堪 br>
'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to? br>
毕竟你是我的一切 你躲去了哪儿? br>
Was it something that I said that colored you blue? br>
是不是我说了什么 惹得你忧郁? br>
Oh I know spiraling is miserable br>
哦 我深知 陷入不幸漩涡 好似满载苦痛的怪圈 br>
I should probably go back home br>
我该踏上归家路 br>
Why does that feel difficult, difficult? br>
为何却深感举步维艰 寸步难行 br>
Oh I hope I wake up invisible br>
希望醒来 我能隐于无形 br>
I'd be someone no one knows br>
做个影子一般的人 br>
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult br>
我大抵是不合群 不合群罢了 br>
Difficult br>
难与人相处 br>
Difficult br>
怪女孩一个 br>
I've been drinking br>
而我借酒消愁 br>
And staying up too late reliving bad decisions br>
熬更守夜 回想那个决定 br>
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it br>
我以为 原地咆哮能解决问题 br>
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing br>
有时我真觉得 自己错过了什么 br>
Oh I know spiraling is miserable br>
哦 我深知 陷入不幸漩涡 好似满载苦痛的怪圈 br>
I should probably go back home br>
我该踏上归家路 br>
Why does that feel difficult, difficult? br>
为何却深感举步维艰 寸步难行 br>
Oh I hope I wake up invisible br>
希望醒来 我能隐于无形 br>
I'd be someone no one knows br>
做个影子一般的人 br>
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult br>
我大抵是不合群 不合群罢了 br>
Oh I know spiraling is miserable br>
哦 我深知 陷入不幸漩涡 好似满载苦痛的怪圈 br>
I should probably go back home br>
我该踏上归家路 br>
Why does that feel difficult, difficult? br>
为何却深感举步维艰 寸步难行 br>
Oh I hope I wake up invisible br>
希望醒来 我能隐于无形 br>
I'd be someone no one knows br>
做个影子一般的人 br>
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult br>
我大抵是不合群 不合群罢了 br>