Feeling used but I'm still missing you

感觉自己被利用 但我仍然想着你
And I can't see the end of this
我无法相信这就是结局
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
我只想感受你的亲吻 落在我的双唇
And now all this time is passing by
如今 漫长的时光匆匆而逝
But I still can't seem to tell you why
但我似乎仍然无法告诉你原因
It hurts me every time I see you
每次看到你 都会让我伤痕累累
Realize how much I need you
我明白自己多么需要你
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I love you
我讨厌自己爱着你
Don't want to but I can't put
我不想为你沉沦 但我无法
Nobody else above you
让别人取代你
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I want you
我讨厌自己需要你
You want her you need her
你想要她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
我永远不能成为她
I miss you when I can't sleep
当我辗转难眠 我想念着你
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
喝完一杯咖啡 我想念着你 你让我食不知味
I miss you in my front seat
我想念你坐在我的前座
Still got sand in my sweaters
你的气息仍然留在我的毛衣里
From nights we don't remember
我们忘记了曾经美好的夜晚
Do you miss me like I miss you
你的想念是否如我一样深
F**ked around and got attached to you
我抛开一切 只为留在你身边
Friends can break your heart too
朋友也可以伤了你的心
And I'm always tired but never of you
我沉溺于对你的思念乐此不疲
If I pulled a you on you you wouldn't like that shit
如果我将爱强加于你 你会厌烦不已
I put this reel out but you wouldn't bite that shit
我将内心的话告诉你 但你毫不在意
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
我写了简讯 但我并不在意你是否会回应
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
你永远不会在意我的感觉
Oh oh keep it on the low
将我的爱埋在心底
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
你仍爱着我 但你的朋友们都不知晓
If you wanted me you would just say so
如果你真的爱我 你会告诉我
And if I were you I would never let me go
如果我是你 我不会轻易放手
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I love you
我讨厌自己爱着你
Don't want to but I can't put
我不想为你沉沦 但我无法
Nobody else above you
让别人取代你
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I want you
我讨厌自己需要你
You want her you need her
你想要她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
我永远不能成为她
I don't mean no harm I just miss you on my arm
我要的很简单 我只是想念你依偎在我的怀抱
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚礼钟声刚刚传入耳畔
Caution tape around my heart
万念俱灰的感觉缠绕着我的心
You ever wonder what we could have been
你是否想过 我们本可以步入礼堂
You said you wouldn't and you f**king did
你说 你不会离开我 但你一去不返
Lie to me lie with me get your f**king fix
一次次欺骗着我 直到失去重来的机会
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all f**king mixed
如今 我的内心五味杂陈
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
我总是想念着不该想念的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有时候 你必须斩断联系保持距离
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我知道 我要控制自己的情绪 我应该停止回忆
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
但我从父亲那里学到 这样的感觉未必太坏
When love and trust are gone
当爱和信任悄然逝去
I guess this is moving on
我想 一切终会过去
Everyone I do right does me wrong
所有人都以为我大错特错
So every lonely night I sing this song
所以 每个孤独的夜里 我都会哼起这段旋律
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I love you
我讨厌自己爱着你
Don't want to but I can't put
我不想为你沉沦 但我无法
Nobody else above you
让别人取代你
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I want you
我讨厌自己需要你
You want her you need her
你想要她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
我永远不能成为她
All alone I watch you watch her
我独自一人 看着你望着她的身影
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
仿佛她是你眼中的唯一
You don't care you never did
你从不在乎你伤害了谁
You don't give a damn about me
你对我毫不在意
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
我独自一人 看着你望着她的身影
She is the only thing you've ever seen
她是你眼中的唯一
How is it you never notice
你怎能从未注意到
That you are slowly killing me
你慢慢将我推入绝境
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I love you
我讨厌自己爱着你
Don't want to but I can't put
我不想为你沉沦 但我无法
Nobody else above you
让别人取代你
I hate you I love you
我对你爱恨交织
I hate that I want you
我讨厌自己需要你
You want her you need her
你想要她 你需要她
And I'll never be her
我永远不能成为她