No, it's...
这...
I can't, I can't really...
我真的 不知道...
I can't really just explain it
不知道怎么解释
It's... I don't know, it's...
就... 不知道怎么说...
Uh, let me try
好吧 我试试
Slow down
慢慢来
I know you wanna understand
我知道你想弄明白
So I'll explain the best I can
所以我尽量讲清楚
What this pain feels like
这种痛苦是什么样的感觉
It's hard
其实蛮难的
'Cause even as I'm sitting here
哪怕只是静坐着
I would rather disappear
我都宁愿消失
Than face the world outside
也不想面对窗外的世界
I'm floating in a fallen sky
好似漂浮在坠落的天际
I'm okay, well, maybe not
我还不错 好吧 也许也不怎样
(Here it comes again)
(又来了又来了)
So I breathe, am I gonna drown?
我拼命吸气 不想溺死在此
You'll be fine, I say it out loud
大声说服自己 一切都会好的
I should let someone know
也许该让谁知晓
Maybe when I'm better
待我渐渐好起来的时候
So I breathe, will it ever end?
我奋力呼吸 这一切到底有尽头吗
You'll be fine, I say it again
再次告诉自己 你一定会好起来的
I should let someone know
也许我该道出实情
That something doesn't feel right (Feel right)
其实我不太对劲
It's like I'm colorblind (It's like I'm colorblind)
我就像色盲一样
'Cause everybody's world's in color
每个人的世界都很斑斓
Except for mine
唯独我的一片黯然
It sucks
太糟糕了吧
'Cause everything's in black and white
所见之物 皆为黑白
And I can't say I'm numb inside
我不愿说麻木一词
'Cause that just sounds so dark
那样听起来太消沉了
It's hard
但真的好难啊
'Cause even as we're sitting here
哪怕我只是静静坐着
We're fighting off a constant fear
都在与无法停止的恐惧抗争
But no one sees that part
可是没人能见到我的这一面
It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky
仿佛我一人浮沉在黑屏的天空下
You think you're okay, but then you're not
我也想好好过 可是真的做不到
(Here it comes again)
(又开始了)
So I breathe, am I gonna drown?
拼命吸气 我真的会沉溺下去吗
You'll be fine, I say it out loud
大声说服自己 一切都会好的
I should let someone know
也许该让谁知晓
Maybe when I'm better
也许我会渐渐好起来
So I breathe, will it ever end?
我奋力呼吸 这一切到底有尽头吗
You'll be fine, I say it again
再次告诉自己 你一定会好起来的
I should let someone know
也许我该道出实情
That something doesn't feel right (Feel right)
其实我真的快不行了
It's like I'm colorblind (It's like I'm colorblind)
就像万物都黯然失色
'Cause everybody's world's in color
所有人的世界皆是五彩斑斓
Except for mine
唯独我一人 困于黑白