也不是真的不要关心
也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切
只留下自己
也不是全都不理不听
也不是真的无从继续
可每一次我的试着坚强
都成了不得已的哭泣
I'm screaming I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be mature someday
But til now it's still in vain
I'm bearing I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to go on this path
But you said I haven't get the jests
也不是真的不要关心
也不是真的想尽办法任性
而你懂不懂我懂不懂
其实我心底都珍惜
也不是全都不理不听
也不是硬要颠反事理
可每一次我的试着靠近
都成了你看见的抗议
I'm screaming I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be perfect someday
But til now it's still in vain
I'm bearing I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be understood
But you said I haven't seen it yet
I'm screaming I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to go on this path
But you said I haven't get the jests
I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be understood
But you said I haven't see the points
I'll try it out I'll try it out
I'm trying out sometime
I'll try it out someday