I hurt myself today
今天我又弄伤了自己
To see if I still feel
想知道我是否还有感知的能力
I focus on the pain
我凝神体会这痛楚
The only thing that's real
那唯一真实的感受
The needle tears a hole
针尖蜇噬着伤口
The old familiar sting
仿佛旧日熟悉的刺痛感
Try to kill it all away
尝试着掩埋一切
But I remember everything
可我仍记得所有
What have I become
我成为了怎样的人
My sweetest friend
我最可爱的朋友
Everyone I know
我熟知的每个人
Goes away in the end
最后都离开了
And you could have it all
你拥有一切
My empire of dirt
而我的世界满是灰尘
I will let you down
我可能会让你失望
I will make you hurt
我可能会让你受伤
I wear this crown of sh*t
头戴荆棘编织的王冠
Upon my liars chair
坐在谎言堆砌的宝座上
Full of broken thoughts
所有支离破碎的思绪
I cannot repair
我却无法将它们整合
Beneath the stains of time
在岁月的污点之下
The feelings disappear
只剩下一片麻木
You are someone else
你已改头换面
I am still right here
我还停留在原地
What have I become
我成为了怎样的人
My sweetest friend
我最可爱的朋友
Everyone I know
我熟知的每个人
Goes away in the end
最后都离开了
And you could have it all
你拥有一切
My empire of dirt
而我的世界满是灰尘
I will let you down
我可能会让你失望
I will make you hurt
我可能会让你受伤
If I could start again
如果我能再次启程
A million miles away
百万英里之外
I will keep myself
我仍能坚持自我
I would find a way
仍能探索前方道路