Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you
亲爱的上帝我正在努力的吸引你的注意
Dear God I see you're face in all I do
我看见了你正在面对我做的一切
Sometimes it's so hard to believe in
有些时候真的很难去相信
Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation
我想我们该谈谈了
These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
这些孤独的夜晚让我心烦意乱
I think about this life I live
我不断地思考我所过的生活
And all the **** I'm facing
我面对的这么多该死的烦心事
More secrets in my mind than a freemason
我心中的秘密比共济会的还要多
I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes
我有时会感到孤独再写下这些诗
I'm only human I want to hit the club
我只是个普通人我想在酒吧迷醉
And **** a dime
还有那无关紧要的一角钱
But I know that's not the answer to my problems
但我知道那样做不能找到我问题的答案
Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them
主啊求你帮助我解救他们解救他们
Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
和不同的女孩躺在床上并且永远不会是最后一个
Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex
当我想起我的碧池前女友的时候
Am I wrong yeah
我错了吗
Dear God am I wrong uh
亲爱的上帝我错了吗
Dear God tell me am I wrong
快告诉我我到底错了吗
For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
为了过着一个国王被忠诚的士兵包围的生活
Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
粉丝们说我是最棒的但我从来没真正听过他们说
'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
因为我没有达到顶峰是的我仍然坚持
Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
恶魔在我耳边低语但不我从不害怕他们
People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
人们认为和他一样甚至都离他不近但是他们都不在他身边
I just want to spread positivity
我只想传播积极的一面
Through lyrical ability
通过诗人一般的抒情能力
They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
他们称之为销售但我称之为多才多艺
Yeah it's my life
这就是我的生活啊
My wrongs and my rights
我的对与错
My battle my songs and my fights
我的各种人生抉择以及我人生的歌曲
Now everybody want to come around
现在所有人都想过来
Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
那么告诉我去年当一个兄弟被杀的时候你又在哪
Not a single one of you motherf*ckers believed in the brand
你们这些混蛋一个都不相信这个烙印
Extended a hand
伸出一只手
And now you want to be my man
现在你想成为我的人
I think not
我认为不行
You quick to shape shift like ink blots
你很快就会变的像墨水渍
The real dilla we cut classic no fitters
真正的迪利亚我们丢了经典也没有装配工
What about the time I was nine
那我九岁的时候呢
And my mama almost murdered me
我亲爱的妈妈差点杀了我
Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me
别以为我忘了那个恶魔它到现在还压迫着我
Her bare hands tight around my throat
她的双手像钳子紧紧地捏住我的喉咙
I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama
我尖叫着我不能呼吸妈妈
Don't you want me mama don't you love me
你不想要我吗妈妈你难道不爱我吗
Mama what the ****
妈妈这他妈的到底怎么回事
Where was you then God tell me now
现在告诉我上帝你当时在哪
How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
兄弟告诉我该怎么保持清醒才不会死去
Why you let me live but let another die
为什么让我活着却让另一个死
Why you dry my tears but let another cry
为什么擦干我的眼泪却让另一个人哭泣
Gotta' know
一定要知道
Set to detonate I gotta blow
我要将它引爆
That **** for show
就是为那个该死的表演
I used to wonder why in the hell
我曾经很想知道为什么
You would make me suffer
你让我经受各种苦难
But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
但现在我终于明白这些所谓的苦难让我更坚强了
Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
在我即将淹死的时候我重新站了起来
When **** rough I get tough and
当我变的粗暴的时候
When I'm beaten to the ground
当我被打倒在地的时候
I get up yeah
我站起来了
I get up yeah yeah
是的我站起来
I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
当我快死的时候我又站起来了
When **** rough I get tough
当我变的粗暴的时候
And when I'm beaten to the ground
当我被打倒在地的时候
I get up yeah
我站起来了哈哈
I get up I get up
老子又站起来了
Get up
终于站起来了