You do not
"你并不"
You do not
"你并不"
It's the thing in your thighs when you're lonely at night
当你深夜孤身一人 双腿间发生震颤
Scroll through your phone, getting high off the light
阴暗处滑动着你的手机
Numb in your chest when you close the blinds
当你闭紧百叶窗时 胸腔一阵麻木
repose in time and you tell yourself you're fine but you
需要立刻修养 而你却仍逞能 说无大碍 然而你
Sabotage the things you love the most
将挚爱所摧毁
Camouflage so you can feed the light that you're composed
自我伪装 这样你就能继续 编造弥天大谎
This is the voice in your head that says, "You do not want this"
你脑海中有个声音说道 "你并不想这样"
This is the ache that says, "You do not want him"
这痛苦呐喊道 "你根本不需要他"
This is the glimmer of light that you're keeping alive when you tell yourself, "Bet I could **** him"
当你告诉自己 这是你仅存的希望微光 "我定能将他搞到手"
Why do you need love so badly?
为何你这般渴望爱
Bet it's because of her daddy
应该都是因为她父亲
Bet she was brutal and bratty
她才会变得这般蛮横无理
Bet that she'll never be happy
导致她终生不幸
I bet that you're right and I'll show you in time
我想你是对的
But I
我会及时告诉你 而我却
Sabotage the things I love the most
将挚爱所摧毁
Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed
自我伪装 这样我就能继续 编造弥天大谎
I've got a monster inside me
我体内有心魔居住
That eats personality types
将我人格特性所侵蚀
she is constantly changing her mind on the daily
日复一日 她逐渐转变了想法
Think that she hates me, I'm feeling it lately
开始对我心生厌恶 近来我深有体会
Might have to trick her and treat her to seventy capsules
看来我得去会会她 给她提供 七十粒胶囊
Or fly to a castle
或是绕城堡翱翔
So at least we can say that we died being traveled
但至少我们未死得荒芜
Cultured and flattered and then i could trap her
悉心培养 再奉承吹捧 这样就能将她牢牢把控
But what does it matter?
但这样做意义何在呢
"You do not want this"
"你并不想这样"
This is the voice in her head that says, "You do not want him"
她脑海中有个声音说道 "你根本不需要他"
This is that space in your bed that says, "Bet I could **** him"
你床边传来个声音 "我定能将他搞到手"
Isn't it lonely?
过得很孤独吗
These are the standards to which you could hold me
你想将我紧拥住 但又是否够格呢
Think that you know me? You think that you could if you hold me?
你自认为了解我 在你看来 将我拥入怀抱
Think you could try to console me, but I do not know me
就能理所应当得 安慰到我 我都不了解自己了
No, I do not know me
但我都不了解自己了
'Cause I, 'cause I
因为我
Sabotage the things I love the most
将挚爱所摧毁
Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed (You do not want this)
我伪装 这样我就能继续 编造弥天大谎
Sabotage the things I love the most (You do not want this)
将挚爱所摧毁 "可你并不想这样"
Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed (You do not want this)
自我伪装 这样我就能继续 编造弥天大谎
You do not want this
"可你并不想这样"
You do not
"可你并不“