Sometimes I look at myself it's
有时候我看着我自己
A little bit selfish
有些自私
I tried but I can't win
我试过了但我无法获胜
You don't even know
你根本不知道
How could somebody look at me
怎么会有人看着我
And think that I'm happy
以为我很快乐
I haven't been laughing
我已经很久没有
Too much anymore
真正的大笑一场了
You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends
你说我和朋友在一起时看起来都很好
Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in
从外表往里看 说起来容易
I'll never change loving myself is all pretend
我永远不会变 爱自己只是伪装
And I might never again
而我可能再也不会
I tried everything to please you
我试过一切来取悦你
I forgot to think of me too
却忘了为自己想想
I woke up and realized
我醒来后才发现
That this is my life
这才是我的人生
And every time that I felt hopeless
每当我感到绝望
I f**ked myself up to keep on going
我折磨自己来坚持住
And I never realized
而我从未意识到
That this is my life
这才是我的人生
Sometimes I wish I was different
有时我希望自己有所不同
And someone would listen
有人会聆听
It's hard it explain it
这很难解释
You don't even know
你根本不知道
Last time I told you I missed you
上一次我说我想你
It turned to an issue
却成为了一个问题
Guess I was mistaken
看来是我想错了
I'll leave you alone
我就不打扰你了
You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends
你说我和朋友在一起时看起来都很好
Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in
从外表往里看 说起来容易
I'll never change loving myself is all pretend
我永远不会变 爱自己只是伪装
And I might never again
而我可能再也不会
I tried everything to please you
我试过一切来取悦你
I forgot to think of me too
却忘了为自己想想
I woke up and realized
我醒来后才发现
That this is my life
这才是我的人生
And every time that I felt hopeless
每当我感到绝望
I f**ked myself up to keep on going
我折磨自己来坚持住
And I never realized
而我从未意识到
That this is my life
这才是我的人生