I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it
我不想摊开了说，也不想费神思考
I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm
不再会在你面前宣泄情绪
If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?
如果我就此沉默，还指望谁来理解？
Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?
难道我只能将恐惧不安藏在心底
'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
怪我把爱都给了你这偷心贼
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
才会在你丢弃之后浑身无力
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
我彻夜难眠不由去想哪里不够好
And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
旁人总会对我的失落评头论足
I take it to heart but I keep them around
我试图把它深埋心底，可它如影随形
And I lie awake tryna drown it out
我躺下来努力让自己平静
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
我快要迷失自我，几乎不是从前的我
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
我快要失去知觉，是你让我意志消沉
I'm numb, numb, numb
力不从心，麻木消沉，快要变成行尸走肉
Should I run, run, run?
我应该逃离这一切么
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要面目全非
I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it
我不想吓死你，我看见你竟然为此恼怒
No, don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm)
不，你无法裁定我谁
Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it
一切都变得嘈杂起来，我对此深感无力
I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm)
我会记录我开始自强的日子
'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love
怪我把爱都给了你这偷心贼
And made me feel weak when you gave it all up
才会在你丢弃之后浑身无力
So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough?
我彻夜难眠不由去想哪里不够好
And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down
旁人总爱对我的失落评头论足
I take it to heart but I keep them around
我试图把它深埋心底，可它如影随形
And I lie awake tryna drown it out
我躺下来努力让自己平静
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
我快要迷失自我，几乎不是从前的我
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
我快要失去知觉，是你让我意志消沉
I'm numb, numb, numb
力不从心，麻木消沉，快要变成行尸走肉
Should I run, run, run?
我应该逃离这一切么
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
I'll drown it out
我要把它淹没
Too, too
快要
Too, too close to…
快要
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
Too, too
快要
Too, too close to
快要
To losing myself
迷失自我
I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here
我快要迷失自我，几乎不是从前的我
I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak?
我快要失去知觉，是你让我意志消沉
I'm numb, numb, numb
力不从心，麻木消沉，快要变成行尸走肉
Should I run, run, run?
我应该逃离这一切么
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
So I'll drown it out
我要把它淹没
But I'm…
但...
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我
But I'll drown it out
但...我要把它淹没
I'm too, too close to losing myself
我快要迷失自我